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I want to cry over this fucking paper. It is not even worth that much either…

Welp, I was supposed to do a research paper that I thought was due next week. I log on today and NOPE it is fucking due tonight! I have been staring at this damn thing and researching three different possible topics for about three hours now. I got to the point where I was just about to cry and on the verge of hyperventilating because I have not picked out a definitive topic AND have not started on this paper. It is due in two hours. It only has to be 5 pages long, I should be able to do this but every time I look at it my heart and breathing starts to fuck around. I have such a bad time with shit like this. I just had to close everything down. Fuck it I will just turn it in late and take the late grade for it. This is not worth me getting worked up over. I fucking can’t stand this.

, #personal #school shit #rant #I cannot deal sometimes #you would thing I would have a better handle on things #especially at my age #I just want to curl up in a corner and cry #I wish I had someone to curl up with and tell me my decision was okay

thorkizilla:

Thor: The Dark World (liveblog) [x]

I really loved this moment a lot, too.  Thor glances over to make sure Loki’s all right and it’s not really a soft or worried look, but it’s not cruel, either.  It’s really actually kind of hard to read and I attribute a lot of that to, “I can’t leave you alone for five minutes without you nearly getting yourself killed, can I?” mixed with, “Stop getting yourself into trouble and/or nearly killed because it just makes me want to rescue you and that’s not a good path for us to go down.” and a bit of, “Are you ready for the rest of this fight, because we’ve got incoming.”

But I love it for the way they don’t have to exchange words over how Thor saved Loki, that it seems almost expected here, that of course Thor would save him.  And then they rise up together and you can see a glimpse of how terrifying they must have been as a team when they were younger.  The giant golden prince with his hammer that could tear through everything and hardly notice you were even there, the darker prince standing just a bit behind him, a shadow who would slither up to you and slit your throat before you knew it.

They must have been unstoppable together and that’s exactly what I think of when they fall right into sync with each other, even over something as small as standing up together.  (SHUT UP, YOU CAN’T TAKE THIS FROM ME, EITHER!!!)

, #thorkizilla #her meta is just #everything

Suddenly her mom’s silence matched Jackie’s own. “Oh, my God,” she murmured in disbelief. “Are you gay?”

"Yeah," Jackie forced herself to say.

After what felt like an eternity, her mom finally responded. “I don’t know what we could have done for God to have given us a fag as a child,” she said before hanging up.

[…]

She got a call from her older brother. “He said, ‘Mom and Dad don’t want to talk to you, but I’m supposed to tell you what’s going to happen,’” Jackie recalls. “And he’s like, ‘All your cards are going to be shut off, and Mom and Dad want you to take the car and drop it off at this specific location. Your phone’s going to last for this much longer. They don’t want you coming to the house, and you’re not to contact them. You’re not going to get any money from them. Nothing. And if you don’t return the car, they’re going to report it stolen.’ And I’m just bawling. I hung up on him because I couldn’t handle it.” Her brother was so firm, so matter-of-fact, it was as if they already weren’t family.

- You should read this Rolling Stones piece on Queer kids getting kicked out by their religious parents. And remember it.  (via fuckyeahdiomedes)

(Source: feministbatwoman)

, #this is why I have NEVER told my parents #although I am the one supporting them so they would not want to get rid of their meal ticket

everybodyilovedies:

thehumanbutt:

congalineofdurin:

lifting-spirits:

mr-noodle-arms:

willycheesesteak:

Marvel’s Guardians of the Galaxy - Dancing Groot

“Baby Groot dancing is 100 percent me. I was too embarrassed for anyone to be there, so I made everyone leave the room and I set up a camera and I videotaped myself dancing. Then I sent the video to the animators and had them animate over that. I begged them not to leak the video! Two of my closest friends came to an early screening and said ‘Hey, I recognize those moves! That’s you dancing isn’t it?!’” - Vin Diesel

reblogged before but that comment just makes it that much better

READ THE COMMENT

Vin Diesel is actually precious and we must protect him

I’M SO HAPPY

, #GoTG

You know what would make this vase better? Painting pictures of orgies on it that’s what.

- the Ancient Greeks, probably (via witchyroryy)
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